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Day 8 late

October 14th, 2025 at 1:18 AM3 min read

no d2d refer to day 8 if need be

this is pretty light i just wanted to talk about how shits kinda crazy - i look back at the past 3 days and ive legit been going non stop

court and i went to a pop up concert that got cleared out by the cops on my way back from ush and jks place. we then proceeded to watch drag race for 3 hours which was really refreshing (and we got some crazy burgers). I had to pick up mini me from her friends place and take her back to my moms house. (which is like an extra hour and a half of driving i wasnt expecting to do) JD and I called to talk about a client and it was just a shit show - i dont particularly have the energy to get into this but i do feel like a lot of people lack digital literacy and when you work in ecommerce or marketing or media buying the least you could do is research the problem you are having before you make a big deal out of it. i also talked to cj briefly otp about this guy that she was interested in and i kinda lost my patience because the stresses of work - i basically just told to not beat around the bush and to please just be an adult and communicate what shes thinking/feeling directly to this guy because if you want someone or something you have to try your hand and send it. court and her both mentioned how i really need to sleep and rest (which i will in due time but on wednesday im finishing moving my mom and getting my step dad from the airport)

but aside from the rest of today happening when i was talking to mini me i said that "although its been insane ive legit been to 6 different cities within 75 miles of home (and 72 hours) and in all of them someone was there who was kind to me or had love for me or was worried about me" and it was funny because her only response was that she felt a lot better about her own life hearing me take a work call and the chaos that has been keeping me busy (positive).

idk i know this ones brief but i really wanted to post again because i felt like i did a lot? pop up show, burgers, beer, drag race, emergency pick up, and work emergency which is all just too funny. i really wanna sit with clesh and do nothing for a day but i know we are both busy

court had a letter framed in her apartment from my dad to my mother while he was still alive and i think its really fucking nice - its dated march 18th 2007 and i think the most important quote is "I LOVE YOU. Be happy life is what you make it" (sorry for the bad photo quality of it i was heading out the door when i noticed it) im also attaching a photo of me in the dogcatcher tshirt that court let me borrow because i think its heat and its weird to see all my tattoos in one photo (i have underwear on sorry)

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hopefully i get real rest tomorrow i think i have a singular meeting and i wanna play games with bran and just be in my room for a bit because ive been literally everywhere off little to no sleep - but eating good and very physically active which has been refreshing i also added a characters tab so people who are mentioned get indexed and automatically updated (+ light descriptions i think i will make this a cooler feature much later)

still figuring it out - thomas